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[tortietta]

I know I said I wouldn't delete my journal and then I did and I'm sorry for that, but everything just started exploding around me and I freaked out. Usually when things start to get crazy I try to deal with them straight away but it was just too much all at once and I panicked. It seemed easier to just hide from everything rather than deal with it, and I couldn't cope with LJ on top of everything else.

I'm sorry for any undue concern I may have caused. I'm fine. I think December hates me, but I'm fine. I'm still trying to get my head around everything at the moment, but I'm not going to disappear again.

I was reminded yesterday that no matter how awful things may seem there are always things to be positive and thankful about. I'm thankful for what I have in life. I'm thankful for my family. I'm thankful for my friends. And I'm thankful for all of you. I know I never say this enough, but I really do love you all. Just, thank you. <3